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Tired of my everything

Waiting for the rains that aren't coming

All we mirror showing off our darks and scars

In wait of embrace for busting stars

That dot our night skies every bright day

Burn me to ashes to bury my true existence 

Under my daily baptists of hide

A veil of emotions cloud my mind

Vision gets blurry, there's smoke in my eyes

Core twitches with every drop of cry

Voices in my head rip me loud apart

Every sob fleeing my lips, I cover my ears to sure

Demons from me don't permeate back my cage 

And again I'm in pain with every aging day

Because the pretend I carry isn't healing me anyway

I know I can't be fixed because I'm not broken but destroyed 

I know there's no escape but to survive 

But can't I just get numb as I claim I've become 

And evolve as strong as every penny of thought affirms